10 fears- no specific order!

Fear - noun 1. unpleasant feeling aroused by the threat of danger, evil, or pain 2. awe, esp. toward God

1. Becoming lost in worldly things. Life is ever changing which creates chaos and I need something that will NEVER fail me. I don't want my anchor to slowly rise above the water with me in an oblivious state.
2. Losing ones I care about. I've never lost anyone close to me..most can't say that after 17 years of living but thankfully I can. I fear that I will break down and never return to a functional life.
3. Snakes!!!! I had an encounter with a snake over the summer. He decided to swim with me...it didn't turn out well for him.
4. Wrinkles!! My face hasn't seen the sun since age 8! I'm completely OCD about my skin! I drink 10 bottles of water a day and slather my skin with lotion! Pretty sure I'm one of the few 17 year olds who use anti-wrinkle cream.haha!
5. Growing up. I go from visualizing my family to crying about not knowing how to go about planning college. I know it will turn out great but it's scary!
6. Lowering my standards for someone. My family and I have set standards for me to withhold especially when it comes to dating. I fear that I will fall head over heals for someone who's not really my "prince charming".
7. homeless men at stoplights! Those people who think its ok to approach young women at stoplights! I'm all for being charitable but don't come knocking on my window asking for money...I will run the red light.haha!
8. God. He is my Savior, my alpha and omega and he knows he can take that away with the snap of a finger. Just like your parents, you love them and joke around with them but you best fear them..mine anyway. Haha
9. Losing contact with my friends in high school. I know there will be holidays and we'll all be a phone call away but it's not the same as being able to drive down the road, sit in your BFF's room and cry about your heartbreak.
10. I'll settle. I don't want to settle for anything, whether it be my future husband, school, job or house. I'm NOT a settler. I just fear I'll become one because I'll feel like I'll have to.